Agustus 31, 2010

ME AND MOMMY


few days later i had a bad relationship with my Mom
don't know why but i didn't feel happy to see her
sometimes i thought it's natural...
when you grown up...especially when you already have everything...you couldn't accept any of rules from your parents...you didn't expect attention like they'd given you when you was a child.
you want a free life!!!
sometimes you need times for yourself...you don't even wanna hear the dog next door barking.

ohh...it really happened to me
but she (my Mom) didn't get it
she kept act like a mother...told me anything to do
it sucks Mom!!!
i'm sorry...but i really hate it right now.
i want to be alone...just for a few days
i was facing a hard life right now
everything seems wrong for me...but i promise you it only for a few days
so please don't make it harder for me Mom...
i really beg you this
coz' it hurt me so much when i have bad feeling for you

i love you so much Mom..that's why i don't wanna hurt you...

1 day to my BirthDay

voila!!!
tomorrow is my birthday!!!
hahahaha...i should be very happy right now.
but i didn't

fiuhh....
rasanya masih ada yang kurang
lets cekidot!
kerjaan??? udah oke!
rumah??? in progress!
pacar??? BELOM!!!

oh God...when will You send him to me??
is there anything should i do??
yeah i know the answer,,,just WAIT!

OK God...i'll keep waiting the best from You.
hohohohoho....

Agustus 12, 2010

hatiku jatuh lagi


untuk kesekian kali...lupa udah yang keberapa
tapi kali ini beda
semuanya serba instan!!!

kali ini yang paling cepat prosesnya
hanya melalui mata...
yuhuuu....jijay deh...sok romantis

suka banget ama dia
banget...
bangett...
bangeetttt.....

bahkan dah ga perduli siapa dan apa dia

tapi dia kurang sensitif
ga inisiatif
jadi berasa fiktif
halah!!!!

mudah-mudahan ini terakhir
saya sudah siap kok!!!